So I was going through some of my surgery-videos on youtube and then I read through pretty much all the blog posts I did around that time too (they're in Swedish). And reading all the coments from you guys. Wow. That's all I can say. I got all emotional. I don't really remember too much of the first few weeks after my surgery because there was just so much going on and I was soooo tired all the time, so reading through it and all of your comments (both on my vids and on this blog)... wow.

It just means so much to me. You all mean so much to me. And reading your comments, all the love that you showed me (and still do), it's amaizing. Especially the comments from my relatives on my mothers side - you can just feel the love.

Ok so this post is all... weird and probably hard to understand in a way but... I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you, all of you for the support you vere giving me, during and after the time of my surgery. It still does warm my heart and you all mean the world to me! I love you guys!

Oh, and Teri (I don't know if you still read my blog, but you did once before :P ) thank you for answering all my questions I had. - For those of you who don't know, we had the same surgery but... 15(?) years apart :) So Teri was my go-to-person when there was something I wondered and she really helped me a lot. Thank you <3


Now I'm soooo off to bed - it's way too late. Haha ^^

Love you all!


Ha det bäst!


/CH

I need a new laptop. My big one (I also have a small one I used to bring with me to school when I went to 6th form) is just breaking more and more. First the soundcard got all messed up, and now it's almost not working. Or well, I can listen to music, watch movies and such and I can hear people, when e.g. on skype but they can't hear me. And now the fan is... well I don't really know, it's just messed up. And... I don't know it just feels... old fashioned somehow. It doesn't have the ability to have sertain programs I want, that VAIO-computers has. And that's what  I want, a VAIO, like the one my parents have. Only problem is... I can't afford one.

Hopefully I'll get the job I have an interview for, next week (doubt it though with the luck I seem to be having when it comes to jobs -.-'). But I still won't be able to afford it cause I have to save that money to when I (if I get in...) move to Östersund. Or maybe I should consider it an investation for the studying I will have to dot there? I mean I will need the computer in order to write essays. Maybe it's cheaper to just buy a new sound card and fan and have it installed? But then I still won't have the programs I want. Oh well, I'll cross that bridge when I get to it - I haven't even got a job yet so, no need to figure out how I want to use my money just yet ;)


Haha, oh the problems of today ;) I should consider myself lucky though, that I have my small computer. I mean it works for most things (but yeah... EVERYTHING is small and try writing an essay on that one - one of the most annoying things I've ever had to do!). Oh well, as long as I still live at home, I can borrow my parents computer ;)



Ha det bäst!


/CH

Yesterday was the last day to apply for university so this weekend I applied for a few courses:

1. Socionomlinjen (the best translation I could find is "graduate from a School of Social Studies") at Mittuniversitetet in Östersund (in the north/middle of Sweden)
2. Socionomlinjen (same as nr 1) at Stockholms Universitet (Stockholm University) - it's waaaaaay harder to get in at Stockholms Universitet/SU so therefore I've chosen it as number 2 (ha-ha, no I did not mean poo! >.< ;) ) instead of number 1
3. Socionomlijen at Mäldardalens Högskola in Eskilstuna (awkwardly enough I don't really know where that is, not too far from Stocholm though)
4. English step I at Stockholms Universitet

With a little bit of luck I'll be accepted to Mittuniversitetet in Östersund (my grades is on the edge of the acception... point? Uh...?). AND if I do get in - it means that I will be moving out of my parents house for the first "real time". I moved out when I moved to Brighton but it's not really "real" because I lived with a family ;) I'm sooo excited! Ive alrady made a list of what I allready have and what I need if I move.

I will know in the 12th of July (just realised that's the same day I'm going to USA ^^) if I'm accepted (it's such a long time!!!!). But it's good because that's 13 days before my birthday (turning 20 AND perhaps moving out - I'm getting old! ;) ) SO I will have time to know if I want to put "nessessary" things on my with list or like... more 'normal' birtdaygift-stuff on it. Haha, nessessary in my mind is like, cutlery, plates, chairs (ok I might be able to borrow chairs but still...) pots, colinder and so on :)

I just realised that I didn't tell you guys how the interview went the other week. To maka a long story short, they picked another person. BUT I just had a phoneinterview with another... company and it felt really good so with a bit of luck I'll go through to the 'next round' and maybe get a 'real' interview, or how ever they will handle it ^^


Oh, I found this picture yesterday and I just think it's soooooo awesome, so I just have to share it with you guys:






Ha det bäst!



/CH

Just got back home from a walk to and from Vällingby centrum with my mother. One of the shops had a sale and I had a thing that gave me sale on the sale, haha ^^ So I found two pair of pants/trousers (and two lipglosses but that's not that very important :P ) and I'm so happy because I reeeeaaally needed new ones since I've lost some weight and the ones I have now looks like a bag of potatoes on me. Hah, so yeah I'm happy. I'll post a picture later maybe :)


Ha det bäst!



/CH


Haha, such a unimportant post but still ;)

Heeeh oooops. Once again I find myself playing around with my make up when what I'm supposed to do is clean my room. So now I've got two eyelids with different 'design' on and... a messy room... hehe... oops.


Off to clean!



Give me new/more make up or money anybody? :3 Or a job! Or keep me company? :D


Oh well!



Ha det bäst!



/CH